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I think I feel my lungs now

Day 3. Murderous nicotine craving stampede seems to have slowed down to a murderous nicotine craving...saunter. Or maybe a murderous nicotine craving trot.

To give you all an idea of my current sitch, I'm used to smoking about 15-20 cigarettes a day. So approximately a pack a day.  For the past 11 years (I'm not counting the smoking dilettante years preceding my pack a day habit.) I'm heavily addicted, to the point where my pink little lungs are not so much the pink anymore. I'm sure if you opened me up you'd find some sort of lung shaped oily mass in my chest hole.

But yesterday I only had a grand total of 7 cigarettes. People! This is HUGE! And today I went FIVE. WHOLE. HOURS between smokes (current count: 2). Sure, I ate a lot of Skittles and maybe ground my teeth down to nubs, and stopped talking to the world, but still.

Quitting (or at this stage, cutting down) has had it's effect on the house, too. In an effort to make the loooong hours between cigarettes go by faster, I cleaned. And ironed. And knit. Then ripped out all my knitting. Good-bye, Norwegian mitten. May you be reborn in a more appropriate gauge.

Thank you, Wellbutrin, and your low instance of sexual side effects!

Posted on 02.1.2006 by Registered CommenterYarn Abuse in | Comments3 Comments

Reader Comments (3)

Wow that is awesome! How did you get the wellbutrin may I ask? Did you tell your doctor you wanted to quit smoking or something? I am just asking because I think it is a perscription medication but I am not sure, and if you think it helps a good amount maybe Aaron could look into it if he ever decides to quit for real (unlike the "quitting" he's done the past two years).
February 1, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterKarin
Good for you! Pink lungs here you come! Gray/black lungs are not cute! You can do it!!!!!
February 1, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterChristie
For the oral fixation, give carrots a try. Just go down to the supermarket and grap a bag of baby carrots -- easier'n cutting large carrots into sticks.

Resist the urge to pretend they're short, fat little cigarettes.
February 1, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterChester

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